Samantha
Well, that sucked.
Our dreams lately have been hyper-real - even if weird at times, and when we went to rest, I wound up dreaming. In my dream, I walked down to the side of a river - and remembered that this was a place that a friend, Rumour, and I used to hang out at. I'd not seen her in a long while, but there were some items there from our previous visits, so I decided to sit down and go through them.
Not that, you know, this had ever actually happened in real life.
But I had this huge feeling of nostalgia, of loss, of loneliness, and it carried with me when I woke up. I decided to reload Skype and see if she had ever replied to anything there. But no - her name wasn't even there anymore for me.
I went and checked my e-mails, and threw an e-mail off to each of her e-mail addresses, in the hopes she might surprise me and answer.
I went into Second Life, and ... so much has changed. A friend I'd not seen in years contacted me there, and we sat and talked and had a good time reminiscing, so .. that was good.
But.. I'm still sad. I still miss my Rumour.
*hugs*
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